I have more dead friends than living, and I have spent the last several years trying to heal, and mostly succeeding. Sometimes the only thing you can do is cry, and while I'm not a single parent, I have accepted that there are so many things in the world that are going to bring me back to so many dark places, but, for me, I always have a song I can play and cry to and come back to life. Because, I wan't to live the hell out of the time I have left.